i'm feeling kinda lightheaded, maybe you should drive

hello

2004-05-12T00:16:41Z

i decided to post something .. comment if you'd like :)

long time no write

2004-03-20T05:32:07Z

wow.. i havnt written in a while. not too much has happened tho besides the fact that me and shue are great! we've been hangin out alot and its been really sweet. on another unfortunate note im very sick. the kind of sick where your all clogged, your throat hurts and you feel like your gonna puke. its horrible but hopefully by early next week i'll be back on my feet and feeling better.

ok, why is it snowing in march somebody please tell me wat the hell is going on.i think thats why i got so sick, the chang in weather. its crazy but hey im not complaining cause we got a snow day so its all gravy. speaking of snow on one of the days that we were in school and it snowed me and shue skipped at like 10ish and went back to his crib and hung out till it was time for me to go home "from school". thats what my mom thought hehehehe. it was alot of fun tho and i wish i could do that every single day but i cant :/

today was cool ... there was a snow day like i said before and it was great. for the very fact that i was sick and i got to sleep in.

At around 5 shue picked me up and we went to his house picked up pizza and movie and just lounged, it was fun we cuddled and i loved it.

hopefully tomorrows plans with Celenia wont get screwed up cause i really dont feel like being home tomorrow night..

well.. adios

~shiry~

dear.....

2004-02-28T18:12:47Z

im in new york

i miss shue alot

and i wanna go home.

love, hashiry

P.S. shue<3

:)

2004-02-14T16:00:34Z

yesterday was fun. when i got home from school i was surprised with a bunch of roses that shue sent me. i was so happy all day. after that shue came over and we hung out and i gave him his present. he loved it .. it was a build a bear and it had my voice on it :) we hung out till like 10, it was awesome we watched TV and laughed alot.

this morning i woke up and found a balloon (sp) in my room and a bunch of candy from my dad downstairs. jelly beans are great!!!

well im out... bye

last night... ughhh

2004-02-08T15:00:10Z

last night was cool ... i guess. kelly and i hung out at shue house and got drunk, unfortunitly toward the end of the night things werent going too good. overall it was still a kool night. i actually drank a substancial amount and didnt die. i paced myself a lil better and im very proud of myself.

sorry to that certain someone about my drunken bullshit blabbering. I really need to stop doing that. it wont happen again, i promise.

on another note school sux. we started our new classes on wed. i have classes with no one besides jackie. that doesnt matter tho because she's too cool to talk to people like me all of a sudden. Robbies all up in my english and physics class so he's there for the laughs. other then that they suck and so does everything else in my life latly.

put me on a plane
and fly me somewhere
far, far away.

later

????????

2004-01-28T19:25:27Z

more power to those chicks who have awesome relationships. i used to be that way but i have no fuckin clue what happened... i want to believe that things are ok but why bother when everything gets thrown back on me the way they were before. i cant be happy and im actually starting to realize it and accept it.

aight, on to something else cause im not gonna blow up my journal with guy issues that no one cares about... my computer at home is pretty fucked, i cant even turn it on. thats why i havnt written in a while.

ahh back to guy issues...... dont get me wrong when things are great i feel amazing like nothing in the world can stop me but when they get all messed up again it hurts so bad because its like a blow to the face. i dont even kno how to feel anymore. if i should be happy or not. cause when im happy its cool but when im not i just annoy the shit out of him with my bullshit complaining. im gonna keep things to myself from now on and just stop being the nice person that i am because it doesnt get me anywhere. i dont kno what to do and it just brings me down so much.

i love you to death but you drive me crazy.....

long time no write

2004-01-17T16:09:59Z

i havn't written in a long time. guess nothing too special has been going on in my life. ohwell. like a week ago katie and Celenia slept over and we had a shitload of fun. we played X-box at about 3 in the morning and ate lots and lots of food. it was great. hung out with shue a lil that friday too that was alot of fun... like it always is :)

uhh the rest of the week sucked cause i had to do the whole school thing and getting my reporcard wasnt good.

english- 89
history-85
spanish-69 (i speak spanish fluently.. this is a problem)
algebra whatever- 50

that explains alot. hopefully i'll do better this marking period and end it with a kick in the balls. i started off pretty good tho so im happy.

yesterday i chilled up at shusters crib and we had fun, played some mario cart and NBA jams FOR NINTENDO... can you say OLD SCHOOL?!?!?

YES! MY DAD JUST BOUGHT ME A WHOLE BOX OF SAMS CLUB MECHANICAL PENCILS! im the happiest kid in Ewing.

if i were a prostitute.......

2004-01-11T17:21:01Z

You Would Make $500 a Night!

You won't have to resort to the streets to earn your cash...

But you will spend most of your time at a brothel on the wrong side of town!

How Much Could You Make as a Prostitute?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

great song... buy the CD

2004-01-05T20:43:57Z

Outkast-War

Now get the f*** up off me n***a...

Big Boi:
As I struggle to keep my balance and composure
I'm 'posed ta, purpose a toast to players on every coast-a
The lyrical roller coaster, mind-bender
'Stead of watchin' these sucker MC's
I'm seeing just how they lyin' to the general population
Don't be patient, get up and stand up for your life
Don't you agree or understand we lost some rights at 1-1-9?
Come dumb, come young, come blind unwind confined
To the situation, we facin', cause in time, tick tick boom

(Singers)
Tick, boom... tick, tick-boom
Tick, boom... tick, tick-boom
Tick, boom... tick, tick-boom
Tick, boom... tick, tick-boom

(Explosion forward and reversed)
(Scratched: "You're gonna die here" X2)

Big Boi:
When will we all, awake up out this dream
Come here and smeel the Folgers, the soldiers are human beings
Man actin' as if he was the surpreme bein'
Clockin' the souls of men out like he was G-0-D and
W-A-Rrah, there'll be no tomorrow but sorrow
And horror will follow the hollow hearts battle for dollars
Politicians, modern day magicians
Physicians of death, more health care for poor health
Who makin' us ill, they makin' us kill
That's makin' me spill my guts (chill Bag, lay in the cut)
For what? I refuse to sit in the backseat and get handled
Like I do nuttin all day but sit around watch the Cartoon Channel
I rap about, the Presidential election and the scandal
That followed, and we all watched the nation, as it swallowed
And chalked it up, basically America you got F***ED
The media shucked and jived now we stuck-damn!

(Singing-"can't be heard clearly)
(Scratched: "You're gonna die here" X2)

Big Boi
Operation Anaconda-ask yourself
Was it full of bleeps and blunders, did they ever find Osama?
And why in the f*** did Daniel Pearl have to pay the price
For his life and his wife plead twice?
See Al-Amin got life and Fred got dead, Hampton
To dampen the dream of all the Panthers
They got they answer for ransom
As we read together, as we dream together
Count your blessings whenever you feel that things won't be no better
But it got to, you gave me this microphone so I must rock you
Your brainwaves, airwaves, energized and SHOCKED you
Y'all got me, well I got y'all, long as I know y'all listenin'
I'ma always bring food for thought to the table in the kitchen
Now eat n***a!
Outkast
"War"

mmmm mmmm good

2004-01-05T03:01:32Z

vacation = good

school = hell

i cant believe we're going back. for some reason i've felt so comfortable and secure on this break of ours. i guess its cause i've been with shue practically every single day. i dont know what is it but when im in school i feel so lost and intimidated by everyone, it sux. maybe i should start rocking some ecko or something cool like that.

anyway, back to the vacation.... it was pretty nice i had a cool christmas and my gifts consisted of an ipod, clothes and other gadgets. (i should have written about this earlier but i guess i was a lil busy.)

my new years was ok.. i went to my brothers house in NYC. He had a party... it was fun i dance and drank a lil then went home and got home at 4:30 in the monin'.

the rest of the vaction was great. i hung out with shue and it seems like we know each other alot better and we are pretty happy as really really good friends. its great and i love him.

ok, i need a drink and my fingers are cramping, bye.

dropyopumas @ 2004-01-01T00:04:00

2004-01-01T05:16:56Z

happy new year!!!!!

im so happy, he called as soon as that clock struck 12. i love you baby your the best!!!

damn ....

2003-12-31T18:07:25Z

last night i chilled at shues house and had the best time ever. he was being so sweet and i loved every minute of it. we drank a lil i was drunk i dont think he was though. it was still fun. i love his bed and i love him on it hehehe. we watched pirates of the carribean (sp) and laid with each other it was so sweet. i miss hm already. today is new years eve. wow it went by so fucking fast. im so upset that im not gonna be able to spend it with shue tho. i have to go to new york with my fucking family and my brothers friends, he's having a party. booze + adults over 40 = nooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i wanna be in new jersey getting drunk as hell but i cant. im gonna be stuck in new york with my spanish family eating spanish food (which is good dont get me wrong) speaking the spanish language and hating it. im not doing that shit next year, im staying home. please call me to wish me a happy new year cause i need to hear from someone!

friday night

2003-12-27T04:13:03Z

wow, tonight was nutz. went over ya's house and we drank like crazy. dont know how the hell i made it home,tis all good though. ya... we really need to start hanging out more cause no one can party it up like we can. especially with some bangin ass food that yanirah's mom provided us with. we get the booze and the food whats better than that ?

shit,this is my first entry. i've been meaning to get a journal but im so fuckin lazy and i didnt really know how to get it all tricked out looking. thank you very much yanirah. U R the shit.

going to bed peace
<3
such an awesome night*